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I’m back from now on. Good Night. Here you go. twelve-two-two-o-o-eleven

Wed, 08 Dec 2010 01:37:00 +0100

I’m back from now on. Good Night. Here you go. twelve-two-two-o-o-eleven

Fri, 24 Sep 2010 15:30:00 +0200

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Wed, 04 Aug 2010 02:40:44 +0200

She said: “I want to make and wear a shirt that says: I like the way you snore.” I said:...

Mon, 02 Aug 2010 01:00:06 +0200

She said: “I want to make and wear a shirt that says: I like the way you snore.”
I said: “I want to make and a wear a shirt that says: I like the way you steal every part of the bed and sheets.”

I really like how she steals every part of the bed and sheets, and she really likes the way I snore. Isn’t it amazing how you can love someone for the things that don’t look like you love’m.

© Steven Wittevrouw for Stagedive.be Summer is awesome.

Sun, 01 Aug 2010 21:53:01 +0200

Fucking new romantics, it’s only rock’n roll. August...

Sun, 01 Aug 2010 21:26:51 +0200

Fucking new romantics, it’s only rock’n roll. August 2010

Sun, 01 Aug 2010 21:24:00 +0200

Wed, 28 Jul 2010 23:58:22 +0200

Enjoy.

Wed, 28 Jul 2010 23:28:35 +0200

Enjoy.

"girls are magic. they can get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things..."

Tue, 27 Jul 2010 00:16:15 +0200

“girls are magic. they can get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard.”

Sun, 25 Jul 2010 23:11:54 +0200

I’ll be honest. I’ve never been more scared in the last couple of weeks. I should be...

Fri, 23 Jul 2010 00:22:00 +0200

I’ll be honest. I’ve never been more scared in the last couple of weeks. I should be happy, I should smile, laugh and tell everything to everyone. But I’m scared.

Do you know that feeling when you know you have it all? Right after going through the hardest time you ever had, you finally have it all. You feel like you’re looking down on it all, the past. You’ve reached the top. That’s where you are: hello sunshine on your face, you feel warm… I’ve been living the last year to forget, and I finally live to remember again.

But that’s the exact moment cold, dark fear strikes you. ‘I’m going to loose it all, I’m going to loose it all in the wink of an eye. I’m not worth any second of this. Don’t even imagine this is happening.’ And it takes your breath, it makes you more scared then you ever were before. ‘Look back, you don’t deserve this, this is not what you will get for what happened before.’ You see it, you feel it, you know it somewhere deep inside. ‘I’m losing all of this and it’s all my own fault. Again.’

At the exact same time you feel that hatred again. And again. And again. And again. Fear strikes in multiple forms, it’s cold, dark, heavy. And that’s when you hope and you pray that there’s a light that never goes out. ‘cause When it goes out, this is where I’ll stay. Cold, dark, heavy.

Sun, 18 Jul 2010 23:13:00 +0200

Sometimes you like to scream things from the top of your lungs. You know that feeling, when...

Fri, 16 Jul 2010 10:05:00 +0200

Sometimes you like to scream things from the top of your lungs. You know that feeling, when you’re standing on top of a mountain, watch down on the world, arms stretched and a heart so heavy ‘cause you loaded it with dreams and hopes, counterweighted by fear? It’s been like that for the last few days. There’s a light that never goes out. That one is stuck in my head, and was it really Christmas 2009? I wonder.

For the past year, I’ve been sending out messages, broadcasts every day, silent little hints and tips and anything that could’ve grasped that heart. I’ve been reading this blog again, watching back to dates that stretch far beyond last month. It’s strange to notice how you can dig the deepest of ditches, covering yourself in dirt and mud while doing it. I did it, it’s like Spencer Chamberlain once wrote: ‘Anyone can dig a hole, but it takes a real man to call it home.’ And while digging, I forgot what Morrissey once wrote with the boys in the Smiths: ‘There’s a light that never goes out.’

I promise. I won’t let this light go out this time. I’ve been an awful person, let’s make things better from now on. Second chances are for the best, not the worst.

There’s always a second chance in life. Remember. I’m blessed to live life with a second...

Tue, 13 Jul 2010 01:17:00 +0200

There’s always a second chance in life. Remember. I’m blessed to live life with a second chance. And I’ll do anything to keep it alive and breathing. Here’s a toast to the future, kids! Let’s keep this world turning. ‘cause From where I’m standing at the moment, there’s a light at the edge of this dark world…
You gotta spend some time, Love. You gotta spend some time with me. And I know that you’ll find, love. I will possess your heart.

The Devil Wears Prada - Outnumbered, Zombie EP 2010

Mon, 05 Jul 2010 13:41:00 +0200

The Devil Wears Prada - Outnumbered, Zombie EP 2010

Been looking at the new Spike Jonze short movie this morning. I got amazed. And silent.

Sun, 04 Jul 2010 13:31:42 +0200

Been looking at the new Spike Jonze short movie this morning. I got amazed. And silent.

Romance, who loves to nod and sing, With drowsy head and folded wing, Among the green leaves as they...

Sat, 03 Jul 2010 14:48:08 +0200

Romance, who loves to nod and sing,
With drowsy head and folded wing,
Among the green leaves as they shake
Far down within some shadowy lake,
To me a painted paroquet
Hath been—a most familiar bird—
Taught me my alphabet to say—
To lisp my very earliest word
While in the wild wood I did lie,
A child—with a most knowing eye.

Of late, eternal Condor years
So shake the very Heaven on high
With tumult as they thunder by,
I have no time for idle cares
Though gazing on the unquiet sky.
And when an hour with calmer wings
Its down upon my spirit flings—
That little time with lyre and rhyme
To while away—forbidden things!
My heart would feel to be a crime
Unless it trembled with the strings.

Edgar Allan Poe
Romance. 1829

It’s all in my head, if you want, you can look inside. There’s nothing but red and all...

Sat, 03 Jul 2010 14:30:32 +0200

It’s all in my head, if you want, you can look inside. There’s nothing but red and all the mess I’ve been. It’s all in the way I say what I don’t mean, and mean what I don’t.

"if i tried to take everything in this world that reminded me of you, it would be so empty, that..."

Mon, 28 Jun 2010 01:18:00 +0200

“if i tried to take everything in this world that reminded me of you, it would be so empty, that fucking god himself would have to start again. and his eyes would roll back in his head when he pretend it never happened.”

- Live It. Love It. Lust It - Self Titled Album, Emarosa [2010]